Message from my kind of reality

I'll try to write in english again. I feel that I need some kind of distance to my thoughts and sometime, another language is a way of creating that distance. I'm rather okey, just a bit stressed over my essays but things is starting to work again, at least with my Universitystudies. It is another thing with my summerjob. or my nonexisting summerjob.
I woman who is the head of the kitchen at a old people's home destroyed my summer yeasterday. Or more precise, my plans for having a summerjob. Whitout one, I can't stay in my apartment over the summermonths, cause I don't get any money from CSN... I don't know if i misunderstood her, but i was so sure that I've got the cateringassistant job...
I really don't know what to do now. I guess the only thing i can do is to go to the employment office and se if they can give me some money to live on or if they can help me to find another job. But I guess it's to late to find one now.
Well. I guess this afternoon will be rather funny at least. Me and my Lifehistory and memoryclass will have a picknick at the botanic garden and then we´ll go on a dramatized show of a house from the 1800th centrury, near the garden. It's nice weather outside, so I'm looking forward to it.

We´ll. Bye. Wish me good luck at the employment office...